January 2010
"Jogging"
What a morning! I got everything outta my system. I feel so much better. Im not looking for revenge anymore…but instead, I’m patiently waiting to see him suffer in any future situations. Eventhough i dont think he deserves to live, I dont want to do anything to him myself. Thanks Jimmy and Adam! :) You saved someone a black eye. HAHA! jks. Well i had so much fun with Adam! Youre so...
Thanks Guys! :)
I’m thankful to have parents that teach me manners, like to smile and greet new people, as for old friends, say hi and know how to start a short convo to update with them again. At least I have manners. Even though life is tough for me in school, home, swim, friends, I know I can still stay strong. Like Jessica says, “You’ll get through this!” And you know what? I will. I won’t let some bitch...
The Unexpected...
aiyyyahhh!! So apparently my “bestfriend” is going to give me the silent treatment…cuz he wants to get over it? But didnt ysa say he IS over it? I don’t get it…I don’t know if i should talk to him. I kinda want to, to get things strightened out, cuz i aint liking this junk in my life right now. I know its no just me that junk is popping up. Even with my...
JUNK!
fudggggeeeee!!! Wth is up today? Its lke my bestfriend TOTALLY hates me now…i think. I dunno, but i feel like i should be mad at him cuz ugh hes sooo mean and such a jerk! I dont know what to do anymore. Like i said before…THE WHOLE WORLD HATESSSS ME!!!! Life stinks! Jessica…why do u make life so much more stressful than it already is. Buddy dinner…Do i hafta...
Sick and Tired!
Sick is ugly. I was about to go to swim practice, but I felt soo sick that i didnt go. I was planning to go to all double practices this whole week, but it might rain. CRAPPERS! The whole day, i was stuck at home doing hw, then tutoring. I felt like eating every minute the whole day. Jessica, i wanted you to come today, but im sick! :( I hope I could go tmrw! I wanna go shopping soo...
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Gahh!! Today was ok…then after swim practice when we were in the locker room, then the thunder hit! haha. I thought that was pretty funny. Then some accidental/silly stuff happened. What a day…eventhough it was pretty boring. Im totally gonna sleep at 10 today. Not 12!! Btw did i tell you, Jessica, i posted ur pink note on my wall… :P LOL! Joe ur a tard…its to dirty to...
Happy Birthday William!!! :)
I really dont know how to start it off cuz today was weird…it had its up and down, but not as fussy as yesterdays. Are the words im typing small or is it that im on my laptop?! lol. Anyways…Everything was finally, hopefully fixed last night. :) So today at school, i liked the grades i got…was expecting them anyways. Class was boring, except for chemistry cuz i was...
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Lalala
It was pretty much like Nancys post…We talked a lot and had fun until my mom totally ruined my day along with the so called “beautiful” weather…until it rained. Well I learned to webcam with Nancy and it was so fun! We had a lot of technical difficulties wit h joes…
Everything bad started when tutoring time came up. Adam IMs me about the fb status and OMG wth?!...
*sigh*
I guess ill start off with…Jessica I’m sorry and i know you’ll hate me for this, but i have to do this in order to make myself and him feel better. I pondered deeply about this… Last night was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!! I totally didnt mean what i said. Fml! First of all, i didnt think he would read my blogs cuz he dosnt seem like he cares about me anymore…but i dont...
LOL! :)
Today was so much better than yesterday! Jessica was over and we went malling! :) I havent been to the mall in months! It feels so good to shop. I bought a pretty blue jacket (and its finally not something pink!). We ate a lot of cookies. haha. “Secret Life” was sooo intense, i cant wait until next weeks episode. Ok…so its like 9:30 and im getting yelled at cuz i dont...
Rainy day
Today was ehhh…Kinda boring. The morning was alrite, but not as fun as last sunday though! :( Then RAIN grrr. Dun like that! And you guys better come to my house tmrw!! Cuz i dont wanna feel lonely. OHHHHHH…and now im “over” him i could finally watch T.V. and keep up with secret life again <3! YAY! I might start watching Greek too. So much spare time. I kinda am living...
Green Dream.
Haha! Today was sooo fun! :) Alrite so I totally ditched him! And im kinda happy about it. haha Cuz hes like im gonna only be there for an hour then HA im not even going, sucka! haha that was kinda mean but w/e. You treat me like crap and u expect me to be the same? Oh HELL NO!!! Green Dream was pretty fun. Im sorry that Jessica couldnt claim her prize. HAHA. I thought it was kinda...
i guess its for u jessi <3
Boba. haha!
I feel sooo relieved raymond. Thank you!! Ahh. You made me realize a lot of things. I do know what i want now. kinda…haha But outta all that talking, i feel like i should let go. And it kinda feels really good. i mean why should i still hold on if i know its gonna keep hurting me? Why should i still be with someone who treats me like that. I dont deserve being hurt. I didnt even do...
Dear Jessica La,
Thank you so much for being there for me ever since this came up. I learned a lot from this and im trying to not regret what i did in that “relationship”. We’re doing this together remember? :) Im doing well trying to forget, but the memories will always be there and u should know what i mean. Im just so thankful to have u and nancy there. I dont know how to express it, except...
Finals are finally over!! :)
OK…so i turned off my phone, no AIM, and no Facebook. So techincally no social life but it was alrite. I did so well focusing on tuesday night. Passed my chem finals. :) Then i guess i started losing it slowly. On wednesday, when i was studying, my mind started to drift once in a while. My brain was turning on and shutting off at the same time. Day by day i feel like im losing faith for...
Holy Crappers! :O
What a day! I dont know if i should be happy or sad. HAHA! So i walk into 0 and “omfg! I forgot the stupid rubric!!” So when i asked my teacher, he is not one of my favorite teachers anymore cuz i didnt have the stupid rubric so its freaken L-A-T-E!!! I have never EVER turned in anything late in MY life! FTW! Then things started to get better…cuz swim was the BOMB! :) I...
happy & sad...
I am sooo lost…Seriously. What the heck does he want from me? I cant worry about my friend? I mean if u text a close friend and they dont reply over a day dont u start worrying about them? Common sense. I freak out easily and i worry about my friends a lot. So he’s not THAT special. Sometimes i feel like he wants me there for him, but when he doesnt need me, he just puts me aside...
Tennis is FUNN!!! :)
Wow…i woke up at 6ish to type up a lame email that says a lot and it made me feel soo good cuz i finally know what i want: To be friends, while still crushing on him. Friends can always be more than friends right? And i guess ill just be here waiting for that chance. <3 The funniest thing happened last night. I was worried about why didnt he text me back so i texted him at 10...
Thanks Wes! :)
Wes: BOYS ARE NOT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND!!
They just want a girl
That is perfect.
: ]
LOL
Me: haha
they dont have to break their hearts!
Wes: Someone
Sorta like you
LOL
Me: haha if i were perfect he wouldnt have done this to me
Wes: YOU ARE PERFECT
Kevin dont deserve you
Obviously. : ]
Me: haha thanks
but i still believe that no ones perfect
Wes: Yeah they arent
But your near perfect.
: ]
Me: fine
ur soo funny!
Wes: LOL
IM SERIOUSSS
Me: HAHAHA!!
stress isn't good.
hmm…i woke up this morning feeling horrible. I texted him 3 times and he still hasnt responded. What does he want from me? I just can’t get over him, but when i started talking to wes, he made me think that i can. I don’t need him well maybe in tennis i do. And i still wish him GL at sectionals today. :) I also want to thank you for making such a big problem cuz then i...
oh my! :O
Where can i start? Finals are comming up and theres so much going on. At least drama’s “almost” gone. :) Boys are so hard to understand. At first he’s like he’s bored and wants someone to talk to u but then they totally ignore u. What the heck?! Well…finals…*sigh*. I need to get my grades up! I need an A in chem and at least a B- in spanish. I gotta study...
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